ice garner – desvelo

new song 🙂

lyrics🐬

Verse 1

A veces no puedo dormir

algo me mantiene despierto

un anhelo me hierve por dentro

un deseo esfervescente

se apodera de mi mente

está errada la natura humana

querer más nos jode hasta en la cama

es una maldición que lleva

aquel que ya no ama

que el dinero le valga

CHORUS

Un desvelo que me mantiene en vilo

por los niños en cultivos

y los viejos en asilos

Un desvelo

por los recien nacíos

porque no vengan vacíos

Verse 2

sobre la naturaleza humana

discuten los monos en las ramas

yo solo sé que cuando aquí

aquí llueve dinero

en Asia suenan truenos

de sueños viejos van los rios llenos

de sueños viejos van los ríos llenos

BRIDGE

Los ricos dicen que somos malos

Los pobres dicen que somos buenos

(Un desvelo)

 

Photodiary 7 – 14 April

Yesterday we visited the Klampenborg park, also known as the deer park, because of the animals living there (and it’s true, we saw a lot of them). Before getting deeper into the forest we spent some little time around the beach that was near the entrance, and we also walked through the Bakken park, that is the oldest amusement park in the world as they say. Apparently, Denmark has a lot of experience with these parks (remember the Tivoli). It was a sunny Sunday so the cold was (kind of) bearable. We walked a lot and we ended up really tired, but it was worth. The park was astonishing, especially the wide and green landscape surrounding the Hermitage Hunting Lodge, a little white castle that you find in the middle of the park. It was one of the biggest natural spaces I’ve been in my whole life. We also went to the cemetery where the famous Danish writer Christian Anderson was buried, to see his tomb and some blossoming trees.

Also, something kind of curious happened in Copenhagen yesterday. In the neighborhood of Nørrebro, where we walked in our way to the cemetery from Nørreport train station, some disturb were happening for political reasons, due to ethnic and racial disputes having something to do with a person called Rasmus Paludan (see this link for more information). We found little mountains of trash burning in the middle of the streets, with police cars running from one way to another and a helicopter watching from the sky. It was actually impressive to see these piles of plastic burn in the middle of the city. People were just walking next to them while the firefighters eventually turned them off.

So I displayed first the pictures from the disturbs and after the rest of the pics. Enjoy them 🙂

All pictures taken and edited with iPhone SE.

 

Turbulences in Nørrebro

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Photodiary 6 – 13 April

Trip to Roskilde Fjord (Denmark) 🙂

 

PD: this time, apart from using the usual iPhone filters I use to edit, I changed a lot of the color properties, so some images show colors way more vivid than they really were. Yeah, since it was cloudy as always the colors were much darker, but I don’t know, I felt like experimenting today haha.

All pictures taken and edited with iPhone SE.

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Trip to Odense (31/03/19)

Last Sunday we went to Odense, in Fionia’s island. It was a one day trip, we took the bus around 9.30 in the morning and came back to Trekroner at 11pm.

It was the second trip inside Denmark I did, and I liked it, although we all think that while Denmark has really beautiful landscapes, forests and fresh air, it’s not that touristic. We were wrong at deciding to stay that many hours in Odense, because there wasn’t that much to see really, and also because it was Sunday everything was closed.

We enjoyed walking through the parks, the river, sitting in the grass, and eating grapes while sunbathing (thank God the sun has come again to Denmark). A big part of the city seems to be under construction, that’s why I took a picture of three cranes at some point. The churches were really big, and the streets were incredibly calmed. It was weird for us because we somehow thought Odense would be an imponent city as Copenhagen is, but it’s not. If anyone reading this is planning trips around Denmark, I’m not sure I would recommend visiting Odense. We are thinking about going to Aarhus, and maybe that town has a bit more ambient than this one had. Still, it was great. One of the little excitements of being here I had it was knowing that a singer that I really like, MØ, was raised in Odense (or at least that’s what Wikipedia says).

Hope you enjoy the pics, xoxo

Pictures taken and edited with iPhone SE.

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The story of a spiritual awakening in Thailand

What happened in Thailand?

This is a question a friend of mine has been asked a lot in the last couple of weeks. We can’t say her name because she wants to keep her privacy so we will call her Alice, but she accepted to talk with me openly about the incredible adventures she had on a recent trip she did to Thailand in a very intimate interview. Love, drugs, people, beautiful landscapes and street food marked her experience as one of the best of her entire life.

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“People there is happy, and they give love. People in the street smile at you, they value the person next to them so much, while we are all the time thinking in the future, in the past, and in everything except now”.

This was the first trip fully financed by her, and since when telling her boss at work about her plan he didn’t end her contract but decided to give her vacations, she wouldn’t lose her job, which was great news. 19 years old, living, working and traveling around the world with total independence. She was living the dream.

She went to Thailand with not much prepared. Just a backpack and one reservation in a hostel for the first night. “I can tell you a lot of highlights from the trip, but I think the general feeling I got from Thailand is that I learned a lot about life. I didn’t go there with expectations of any type, I was not trying to discover myself, to deal with some problem or to have a spiritual awakening“. But ironically, she really had quite an enlightenment there. She started traveling from the south, and she says she was so inspired by the stories of the people around her. “People are fully open there (referring to other travelers) because if you travel alone, you can not lock yourself in you, because is not healthy for you and because you will lose a lot of experiences”.

“The moment when I kind of find this awakening was when I traveled to the north, to Pai. Right when I arrived there I met this girl from Mexico (with who Alice ended up spending most of her trip), a boy from France and a Japanese boy” (we won’t say their names). Between Alice and the Japanese guy there was a big connection, he probably was the most important human being she met there. About her thoughts on the trip, she said: “My conclusion is that to live is to not be pending on time, my conclusion is that time doesn’t exist. Time there didn’t matter, if you lose a train, you can pick the next one, if you get lost someone will help you […] The moment I became fully aware of this was the night I tried mushrooms“.

Pai, Thailand. Photograph taken by Alice.

This was the first time Alice tried a hard drug. “It’s being said that police in Thailand have a part of the drug business, so while it’s supposed to be forbidden, everyone knows where to buy drugs […] You can go to a bar called Sunset Beach and ask for a shrooms smoothie. It was like a delicious fruit juice with a carbonara aftertaste. I had tried weed and hash before, but never a psychodelic drug”.

“This Japanese friend had tried more hard drugs before, like LSD […] when you do a trip on a psychedelic trip as strong as the mushrooms one, it’s recommended to have one person to guide the rest of the group” she says talking about this Japanese friend of her that initially offered voluntarily to be the spiritual guide of the group, but then changed his mind and tried the drug, so they didn’t even have a guide. “The mushrooms are like a pit, it’s a free fall where you don’t control where you are, you can feel like the happiest person of the world and then the saddest one”.

Side of the road, poster of another bar where you could ask for shrooms. Photograph taken by Alice.

After his friend started feeling a bit stomach sick, Alice and he ended up sitting in the middle of the forest, near a road, with the obvious dangers that can carry with. Alice started feeling a bit sick also “it’s because you need to have your stomach empty before trying mushrooms” she explained. “I couldn’t concentrate on anything, my mind didn’t stop going from one place to another […] With the mushrooms, it was like if you could go way further with your mind that what you can when we are in our normal ‘based on time’ state of mind. I started to feel scared, vulnerable, that I didn’t have nothing under control”. She says the absence of time and the feel of unity she started feeling both with her friend and with the rest of the world really marked her trip. “I felt like he and me were the same person […] I could hear his thoughts, I could know what he was thinking […] at some point I was seriously asking myself if we were the same person, for me it’s like we were”. One of the emotions she felt harder was loneliness “I was there in Thailand, alone and on drugs near a road next to a guy I met three days ago”.

But then the feelings of empathy and unity came and filled every part of her body, little details from the drivers of the road like “this car that turned off his lights to not blind us… for me that was an act of love, that he did because he felt empathy with us. I felt like all the people was me and that I was everyone, like all the good and bad in the world was inside of me”. Alice doesn’t consider herself a religious person, but all of this really got to her like a spiritual awakening. She likes Buddhism though, and she thinks maybe that’s the reason why people there are so kind and nice.

The deep connection with her Japanese friend did turn into love at some point. They made love before the mushrooms, and as Alice said, they didn’t make love after that because what they felt mentally during the trip was so incredible that a physical thing so banal as sex could ruin their memories of the travel. “We connected so much at a mental level that doing it after at a physical level would feel so vague” They still talk to each other today, and while Alice feels a deep love for him, they are not in a relationship. They do have plans to see each other again.

 

“What we experienced in Pai lives in an atemporal world that continues to happen forever”.

extra pics :)

Three cool pics of Copenhagen I didn’t include in yesterday’s post. They are from the cultural center called BLOX, and the Justice Palace. “BLOX promotes sustainable urban development in a broad sense and thus forms the setting for activities aimed at the general public as well as more narrowly defined professional networks”, says the official webpage. I’ve been getting a lot of lectures about sustainability in university recently, and I’m getting more and more interested in studying that topic as a journalist. I’m really enjoying my classes at uni right now, I’m so happy I managed to enroll in International Studies.

We are starting to notice an improvement in the weather, there’s more sun between the clouds and it’s not that cold anymore (thank God), but as much as we like it, I hope this is not because of global warming. I’ve been told last summer in Denmark broke temperature records. News like that are bittersweet when you are in the streets enjoying a good sunny afternoon, but still thinking, is this weather normal in this part of the world?

Anyways, I’m happy that we survived the coldest months already, now it’s downhill from here.

Pictures taken and edited with iPhone SE.

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A visit to the Black Diamond

Since the long time I’ve been in Denmark by now, I hadn’t visited the Royal Library yet. Everyone said it was beautiful and I really wanted to go, to make pictures and to also study there while feeling so intellectual. Today we decided to go to Copenhagen after class to spend some hours there.

The building, commonly called the Black Diamond, has this dark, sober and elegant figure proper of Copenhagen’s architecture. It’s really big inside and contains a public space for reading and studying, offices and expositions. The reading space was very full and my friend and I had to struggle a bit to find a spot to sit. But when we did, we opened our books and tried to focus a bit, which was not difficult at all given the intense silence that surrounds this big room. We had a break in the middle to go to a 7-Eleven and buy some food, so some pictures are showing the surroundings.

PD: As you can see in the pics my hair is really long already… I need a damn haircut.

Enjoy 🙂

Pics taken and edited with iPhone SE.

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